Journaling again

Ah, some time to be able to log onto my lap top and not have to dedicate my time to homework, essays, or text book readings.
I am free to dive right into myself again...which is very much needed and welcomed. I have had some very trying times these past couple of months. Ive yet to truly fully process my feelings and put things in perspective. Ive been consumed with the new "temp to hire" job, the ridiculous commuting from Beverly Hills to OC, school and a relationship in which my partner has failed me...Ive had no time to think, feel, heal or do the necessary. I nearly had a nervous breakdown one Monday night, but thanks to my ability to switch gears I avoided that near collision of emotions and life. In many ways I feel lucky to have such coping skills but in other ways I feel its given me such a high tolerance to deal with emotional pain that might not be considered normal. I mean most normal people would have felt broken a long time ago with my burdens/intrusions/violations but Ive yet to reach the breaking point despite the many attempts life has tried.

Is this my only victory?